- Name:
- Jessica
- Date:
- Friday October 22, 2004
- Time:
- 11:37 PM
Prayer_Request
Greetings In Jesus Mighty Name!
May the peace and love of Jesus be with you.
My husband talked a long time about blonds about how they were a status symbol. About a woman who was in love with him, he would bring up for years when we were arguing and how she had such a wonderful sence of humor. My husband is a body builder and would be talking about everyones body and what bodytype they had. He would talk about his admiration for young women. I would get jelous and would end up getting paranoid that he was having affairs. He was hanging around with a lusty woman at work and buying drugs from her.
My husband assulted me over a month ago. We are separated and have been trying to work things out. He now denys that every said anything of the sort about blonds. I know that he is lying. I stopped even associating with blond Christian friends because I was so hurt and to think this was on my husbands mind. My husband had many muscle magazines with pictures of women in g strings. I had wanted him to get rid of them. He said I was accusing him of wrong and they he wouldn't look at the pictures.
We also have a teenage son who after the assult won't talk to him.
I feel like that I am living in the shadow of every blond when I am in my husband's presence. Now he denys saying those things. I love him so much. I don't want to live without him. I have loved him since I was 15 years old. I can't get passed this. I can't get past this lying. I was starting to have healing about the blond issue. Until recently he has stated that he has lied to others about things and that he ahs had good reason. Then I start to think he is lying to me. Then I get insecure about the past. I feel that if he just started toup and be totally honest about his lust. That I would just fall into his arms and be so in love with him. I feel like I can't get past this because he won't tell the truth. He says that he has dignity and that he is not that kind of person. If it is true that he does not want anyone else but me. Then he should stay away from the appearance of evil. Oh love him so much, I am so love sick for him. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. But I am heart broken about the lies.
Yours Truly
Jessica Dawson
- Name:
- Timothy Vang
- Date:
- Thursday September 02, 2004
- Time:
- 01:39 PM
Prayer_Request
Please pray that I will change for the better, I have been timid and unwilling to do or say things for the longest time, just stuck in my own little dark lonely world for so longest time. Pray that GOD would put some meaning into my life and put an end to all the emtyness I feel for so long.
- Name:
- Family & Youth Advancement Services, Inc. Webmaster
- Date:
- Friday August 27, 2004
- Time:
- 01:27 PM
Prayer_Request
Dear virtual friends,
Please pray with us for the following needs:
1. Financial needs for . Our monthly operating need is $15,000-20,000. We need $60,000 by the end of December 2004.
2. Staffing needs. We are looking for a bilingual staff to lead our LIGHTHOUSE program immediately.
3. Program needs. Please pray for our students and their parents that the Lord will speak to them and show them his eternal love.
Thank you so very much for your prayers.
